“If anything should happen to me, by accident or out of my own free will, I, Gwendolin, known as Kay, wish that something should happen with the things that I said and wrote.” These words are the starting point and obliging commitment of a piece of filmic research after Gwendolin-Kay took her life on 20th September 2001. Numerous statements are assembled to an oppressive exemplary image of a girl’s life that seems to have been determined by traumatising, abandonment and sexual violence. The film wrestles with fragments of a truth that remains subjective for each individual. It traces the path of the seemingly inevitable – until at the end there remains, exemplary also for others, the portrait of a young woman who actually just wanted to live.